"And He said unto them, go ye into all the world preaching the gospel to every creature..."
you may not clearly comprehend the path God has you on right now, but clarity will come in time. As you wait on your vision to clear up take every opportunity to gain the advantage of "found godly knowledge". Godly knowledge will lead you into Christian wisdom and Christian wisdom will help you focus on the path God has you on.
God Bless you and have a great Tuesday.